Interesting and Intelligent
These are words that people often use when I discuss my mental health with them. They find the way I look at things and handle my experiences so 'intelligent' and 'interesting.' while I'm over here feeling like I am being put under a microscope and analyzed. People always are so fascinated by my thoughts and responses. To be quite honest, I'm not interesting or intelligent. It's called survival instinct. I adapt and acclimate to my situation in order to stay alive, and that’s something that not everyone can manage to do, especially if they are alone in this. Its called trial and error. I am constantly trying new things to fix problems and as new things come up, it helps cultivate my thoughts. This is kind of what happens when you figure all of this out alone, I just kept shooting the breeze, hoping something would work. It's called being lonely. I've had a lot of time to think through these issues and try to understand what's happening.